Interests:languages! :) especially english, chinese and japanese; martial arts, cultures, music, movies, science, chinese calligraphy Expertise:college student Occupation:Other Industry:Other
It's been almost 3 months when I first put foot on China.
I definitely hit the punchline on October the 20th when I had to move out after a long, nasty and very nerve-racking time with two Chinese guys and one very moody Norwegian girl...
That time really took a lot of energy out of me, and it really threw me back in classes. But in the end, I made it and am doing so much better now. If it wasn't for the German family who willingly kind of adopted me, I wouldn't have been able to recover so well and quickly. I really do regret the time and energy I have wasted to save the situation and make it work between my 3 former flatmates, and especially the fact that because of this and my health problems I could never concentrate on studying and have therefore missed out on so much.
Though, I don't think it's worth regretting that time. Because when I look back, there were so many nice moments too I just didn't see back then. I got to know so many nice people who with just being there made me feel so much better. And if it wasn't for all that, I would have never met that nice family I am living with now. They are probably the nicest and most upright people I have met in a very long time! I am very grateful about having met them. They probably don't know to what extend they did good for me.
The only thing that I kind of feel sad about is that I haven't been able to make Chinese friends. It just seems to be impossible. I have met nice ones by now though. So I won't give up the hope that one day I will have Chinese friends that are my friends because for who I am, not for what I can do.
Hold me Like the river Jordan And I will then say to thee You are my friend
Carry me Like you are my brother Love me like a mother Will you be there?
Weary Tell me will you hold me? When wrong, will you scold me? When lost, will you find me?
But they told me A man should be faithful And walk when not able And fight 'til the end But I'm only human
Everyone's taking control of me Seems that the world's Got a role for me I'm so confused Will you show it to me? You'll be there for me And care enough to bear me
Hold me (show me) Lay your head lowly (lowly) Softly then boldly Carry me there (I'm only human)
Lead me (hold me) Love me and feed me Kiss me and free me I will feel blessed (I'm only human)
Carry (carry) Carry me boldly (carry me) Lift me up slowly Carry me there (I'm only human)
Save me (save me) Heal me and bathe me (lift me up) Softly you say to me I will be there (I will be there)
Lift me (don't leave) Lift me up slowly Carry me boldly Show me you care (care)
Hold me Lay your head lowly (get lonely sometime) Softly then boldly (I get lonely) Carry me there (will you be there)
Need me Love me and feed me (lift me up, hold me up, lift me up sometime) Kiss me and free me (up sometime) I will feel blessed
In our darkest hour In my deepest despair Will you still care? Will you be there? In my trials And my tribulations Through our doubts And frustrations In my violence In my turbulence Through my fear And my confessions In my anguish and my pain Through my joy and my sorrow In the promise of another tomorrow I'll never let you part For you're always in my heart
